TW: Suicidal thoughts.. Spoiler: writer is alive I would be lying if I said, I never thought of it. Of ending it all. It would just be a matter of 2 seconds, and in those 2 seconds I would be free. Free off all the pain in my head, free off all the fear I … Continue reading To the Brink and Back
I was going through my possible reasons for being depressed and I stumbled upon them. 1. I might have lost my value, my self-esteem in my own eyes. If not, no rejection, or no non-conference could have affected me. 2. I might have lost the touch of that moment in my life where I was … Continue reading Depressed?
It seems dark, although everything is visible. Everything is working as it should be There is a flow to the movements. The trend is predictable, the learning curve is free I wonder where am I? All thoughts seem to seize. The hours, the minutes, the seconds are not making any sense to me. Comfort for … Continue reading Listen to me..
It so happened, that we went into a deep talk over life's lemons that fell upon our heads and subsequently discussing about what did we do about it. Chatting for over three hours about it we realized that we were actually speaking about our emotions, our failures, our insights, our perspectives towards our problems. But … Continue reading Deadlines of Days..
There is a constant rage in me that does not let me sleep at night. A fight in my head that I wage on with the unwanted thoughts has made me addicted to it. I do not feel lonely anymore because I am in a constant fight with my thoughts and when it is resting, … Continue reading Rage within..